warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Toxic Today, I participated in some psychology test for extra credit. I had to touch a series of objects including, cash, telephone, the bottom of my shoe, a garbage can, some bio toxic thing, and a plastic bag full of gloves and used somethings. Then, I had to tell the experimenter ( who was this totally hot blonde chick ) how "fearful" i was, how "contminated" it felt, and how "dangerous" it felt. Then I had to do this weird thing where I had to wipe my hands after every time (20 times!) and rate everything again. It was weird, and boring, but I get another percent in my class....the worst part was filling out this questionnaire about obsessive and compulsive behaviour. I KNEW it was going to touch on something about sex, and so i had the nerve to answer them HONESTLY. oh god. I had to sit there an actually THINK about how much I think about sex, about how much I look at..porn, etc. Well, it was bad. I hated having to tick the box that said 3-7 hours a day. Did it interfere with my daily activities? I wouldn't say so. I mean, I"M COMPLETELY FUNCTIONAL for the most part. I don't think I'm a full out sex addict. I just think about it a lot..during class, during breaks, etc. fuck everything. really. I'm seeing Monsters Vs. Aliens with Corey this weekend, hopefully. Vicki asked if I was "emotionally ready" for that...and I told her that I see him ONLY AS A FRIEND. which is a lie. duh I love my friends. i don't think I've ever laughed so hard with them in so long, in a long time. i love them, i really do. Anyway, time to SERIOUSLY CATCH UP ON CALCULUS. i'm afraid that i'm most definitely not going to do too well on the exam...and plus, i'm getting my h. bio midterm tomorrow. kill me now, please. 6:52 p.m. - 2009-03-25 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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