warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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Some updates:
-i'm drinking a lot more- might be the effect of summer, but nonetheless, kind of unhealthy.
-i forgot my friend's sunglasses in ontario and i'm worried she's going to hate me for it-
dumb ruminations as perusual
-i'm going out with a really cute irish dude tomorrow. i met him at a house party on friday. he slept with my co-worker and she told me he was a douche. but she's leaving the country for good and i like to make my own judgements about people. also, i'm just horny, mostly.
i've been thinking that my preference towards singledom is more a representation of my fear around intimacy- like of the emotional kind. i never thought i was that kind of person because i love deep, loving, stimulating conversations and physical connections with people-
but to be deeply truly vulnerable with one person- who could very well ruin me...fuck that's scary
- i sang at my friend's wedding last weekend. the whole thing was amazing. my favorite part was eating wedding cake by the pool the next day, listening to shambhala like music, and pouring bouquets on a napping groomsman

Things I'm doing more of:

1. yoga
2. guided meditations
3. gratitude journal

basic as fuck

11:56 p.m. - 2018-07-22

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