warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - in this past month, i have come to terms with the fact that i care far too much about what people think of me. i place so much of my effort on ensuring that i come across as competent and good at my job, that it actually keeps me from doing a damn good job. at least i am now beginning to recognize it, and the thoughts are slowly loosening its grip on me. nothing in this world has any inherent value other than the judgement we place on it, and i'm trying to remember that when it comes to my job, if i keep doing my best and remain true to myself, everything else is just background noise. we have very gossipy nurses at my work and i find myself terrified that they are talking about me in the say way. but again, background noise. their thoughts of me are a bigger reflection of who they are. i'm finding that the more i know myself, the easier it is to not care what other people think about me. 10:07 a.m. - 2014-05-15 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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