warpednormal's Diaryland Diary

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sometimes i feel bad for not documenting every kind of sort of exciting thing that has been happening in my life
like maybe i should have mentioned that i went to a festival with a couple that popped mdma the car ride there and back
or maybe i should have mentioned that i spent today watching 2.5 movies and reading/falling asleep on the beach
or that two boys with the same name have basically blown off our dates for the next two days and have left me feeling kind of down in a way that i have grown uncomfortably accustomed to

haha

ugh.

i want to become a good dancer. i want to meditate every day. i don't want some big challenging stress at this moment, and i know that's kind of wrong. like shouldn't i be pursuing a more challenging career, or shouldn't i have some bigger goals for myself other than finding my soulmate and having children? because that's all i think about. what kind of femminist am i?sad face.

i'm still going to Nepal in 6 weeks and i'm still planning my safari trip in Africa, but hell, you know. sometimes i want to come home with more boring stories,

like how i could barely manage a push up at today's dance class. and how i'm going back to work tomorrow after almost 8 days and i'm feeling shitty about it.
ah, what can i say. i'm masturbating again! so that's something. i'm also more or less quite content.

10:09 p.m. - 2013-08-14

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