warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - a 3 hour lecture on interpreters. a 3 hour lecture on "global citizenship" all these western ideas, all these results of colonialism running in and out of my head with no real grasp. ugh. ugh. everyone cares and is so full of desire to change the world. why am i not this way anymore? why have i settled on living a life simply, a husband, a couple of children, a concrete thing to come home to after a long day of work and doing what i can to help the 5 patients i'm assigned to. changing society though, the world? unlike the people in my class, i just can't imagine , maybe because i feel incompetent and out of place. no place for me as a leader when i can barely relay my thoughts to 2-3 people in a group i'm just not here. 5:58 p.m. - 2010-11-16 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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