warpednormal's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - not going to clinical today. woke up literally about 10 times to go pee. therefore, i didn't sleep. might have a UTI, or some sort of continence problem, or you know...old age. whatever. there's this girl who i used to kind of hang out with, but mostly not. mostly, she intimidated me with her billion dollar smile and perfect (but fuckin annoying) personality. anyway i messaged her on facebook about 3 weeks ago and she hasn't replied. i know she's still on because...she answers other people's messages except mine. but anyway, i saw some of her pictures of her in this play she's in (she's taking theatre, we actually used to bond quite nicely with that love..) and goddamn it her life looks so much more fun and interesting than mine there's no wonder she's not answering me. this is gay but i was starting to fear that david's girlfriend was stealing my best friend, and i went to chat with her on facebook and ranted on and on about myself and listened to her and i realized...this relationship is...just not where it should be. i can't explain it completely. but, it just isn't. 12:25 p.m. - 2010-05-05 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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